I am determined Not to mess this up It’s so hard Because I love you so I just want to take control And show you this love I want to hold your face In my hands And kiss you deeply I want to touch you To know every part of you Feel your warmth against me Release this pressure inside Called passion You hold me back though I don’t want to hurt you I don’t want you to feel The guilt and regret I can never forget I want every moment Every first To be special Not something That will haunt you forever. So if I seem reluctant It’s only because I am protecting you From myself You are too special To have to feel like this too. I am determined Not to mess this up.
Reason for writing:
I admitted to my boyfriend that I am not a virgin, and how awful I feel about it. I told him how hard it is to control myself with him, because I love him so much I want to show it. But I don't want him to regret anything like I do, I am afraid I will mess our relationship up, but I am determined not to.
Birth sign: Pisces
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