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by D - Cancer

you wonder why we're sometimes mean
why sometimes our faces turn green
constant torment leaves one quite frail
when you are going down a trail
incessantly hearing names called
you want to run away and bawl
relentless fools who know no more
than to just to label you a whore
to hear these judgings every day
listening to the words they say
can hurt worse than most anything  
made fun of for wearing some ring
you dont give a shit what they wear
yet they always rag on your hair
they are the ones who should get lives
leave us alone with our knives
we cant hurt them so turn the rage
onto ourselves this time and age
you so much want to slit her throat
her and her 40-grand boat
they all do more drugs than me
but because of what people see
her in light colors, me in chains
i wish i could pull on the reigns
make everyone try to see
she is the cause, it is not me
we can't help that we sometimes snap
i think we all deserve a clap
we put up with crap for so long
try and forget it with a bong
but it always seems to come back
makes its way around the track
we cant hold it in anymore
it was her who called me a 'whore'
i did not provoke her to say
what she did on that fateful day
in a way she surely was the one
who pushed me to go get the gun.

Reason for writing:

    do u even have to ask?    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-04-13 01:43:47
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:04
Poem ID: 61926

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