My Reality

by Jacob - Gemini

the reality i live is a costant struggle to find inner peace
an addiction i have to the gang infested streets
but why do i stay in this lifstyle that will lead me nowhere
why do i think that no ones life will compare
why do i stay high
and everytime i see all the deamons that appear in my eyes
demons exposed when stimulation of the brain makes one lose focus
though eyes are alwyas blurry i soon one day i wont be so hopeless
i yean for affection
but only find my self running from imperfection
salvations hard to find when we are all blind
thats why i release my ignorant mind
and search for a new religion to follow
in the form of a blunt and a 32oz bottle
a long line of alcoholics is my excuse
the same one that is responsible for all the abuse
thats the journey through my minds eye
thats just why i struggle to survive
and if you dont see then you never will...
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-04-13 08:44:08
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:04
Poem ID: 61928

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