In a Cage of Bruises

by Nicole M. - Gemini

It's a family tradition
Speckled from jaundice bruises Badges
I where them with shameful pride
It shows that I'm a survivor
But I'm not sure
If I longer want to survive.
Tried to run and hide
But I was too slow
And he was too smart
Just my luck
This one time.
I was brave and full of guts
Driving to the hospital
But I became jaundice myself
And told them I tripped.
Must have been some trip,
How many flights of stairs?
Too many I said, and I started to cry.
I won't bother next time
I'll just do it again.
No sense it wasting people's precious time
On useless ol' me.
That's what I'm told, anyway.
I hear your thoughts
Don't think I can, do you?
How can you stay?
If you really wanted to
you could leave,
Just get up, walk out that door.
Well, I'm glad it's so easy for you-
But let me strap these shoes onto you
and see how easy it is for you
To walk over that threshold.
How dare you think you can commentate my life
When you have no idea what it's like
To be trapped, inside a cage of bumps and bruises.
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-04-13 09:42:27
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:04
Poem ID: 61929

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