What should i do

by Dolls - Pisces

Your face is so prefect
everytime i see it it reminds me of why 
why i luv you like i do... 
Your here all the time just not when i need you most
I love you with all that i have left inside me
When your not here all i think but is what if he was here...
Then u show up at the door and i only wanna see you go away
I don't know how you want to me act 
or what you want me to say
I wanna tell you so much and i want it to be so much more
I wanna let you know about him and how bad i felt
I wanna tell you that i'm not all u think i am
But before i can even tell you I love you still 
I have to know waht happened?
What happened to the nights when we could just watch movies together and laugh
what happened to the guy i knew that cared
I look in to your eyes and there not so prefect any more
Your laugh is getting on my nerves!
Stop looking at me like that its not cute any more
You did that to her you sucked her in to your
hole you made her think you were prefect 
when your so far from it
I thought we could work this out 
But i already left it all up to you
I wanna love you and let you know....
But it's to late i missed my chance
But next time you look me in the eye please tell me yourself
How bad it felt!
Tell me how you couldn't sleep at night
Tell me how couldn't eat,
Tell me how all you wanted to do was cry
but the tears just wouldn't come!



Reason for writing:

    Me and Myboy friend were on the verge of breaking up when he went on a trip to DC and when he was away we both cheated! His best friend told me aobut him and i never said anything to him but we both knew i knew i told him i cheated to , we thought we could work it out....... it lasted a month after that!    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-04-14 11:21:12
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:05
Poem ID: 61951

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