That first day

by dabug - Leo

That first day
u reached inside me
i dint ask u to
but u made me belive
we would grow together
be strong together
be strong for each other
but now...

But now it hurts so much
to realize that i still want u
to that, to still need u
to not be free
to not see
to be broken
to hear words neve spoken
to wish them away, at the same time
to want u to stay
to sit here pen in hand
to not understand, why u fucked that man
to make myself sick
to imagine u sucking his dick
what was the plan
why this scam
why did u hold my hand
that first day

Reason for writing:

    i got with this girl, and then she got with my friend, but she still wants me to be there for her    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2001-04-14 20:56:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:05
Poem ID: 61964

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