Gramma I just want you to always know That I love you When you're with me When you're gone I miss you always I think a lot about What's going to happen when you're no longer with me I'm scared You're going to be an angel A beautiful one And I know that you're going to watch over me And visit me and talk to me I want to be with you forever What am I going to do without you Who am I going to laugh with And trade affectionate hugs and kisses And who am I going to talk to About everything I'll never forget that you hate shopping You'll be 61 this year But you seem a lot younger You have a young heart I never want to lose you But I know that no one lives forever No one You're precious I love to watch you put on your make up It looks so perfect Or the way you sing Your voice is beautiful The way you do your hair is gentle And it turns out great Or the way you like to make everything look so neat Our yard is beautiful because of you You do great things You're so gentle and kind hearted You have unconditonal love for me Which is what I feel for you I remember when my mom left You became the mom in my life You took me in You took care of me You loved me I'm lucky to have you in my life I cry myself to sleep Knowing that we're not going to be in physical form Together forever I often think about killing myself I want to die before you I can't deal with the pain I feel Knowing that you're going to leave I've already started doing the things you have I clean really well I can almost sing like you I like to sit by the door and have a cigarette I light incents I put on my make up lightly and carefully And I love being with you God damnit I'm so fucking scared What the hell am I going to do Who am I going to love As much as I love you I love you more than I love anybody else I wish that I could beg you to stay with me forever I hate God and all the higher powers in this life For not letting you stay with me always I hate crying myself to sleep Worrying about you I pray And I pray And I pray For you You have done everything for me I'm happy with you And I hate it when we get into fights Which I do admit we rarely get into We get along so well most of the time Which is unusual But great I cherish the time I have with you I love every minute with you You're always looking out for my health And you're always making sure that nobody abuses me I must admit that I can't handle anymore abuse It's sad and it hurts I hate abusers I like it when you tell me the reality of things I can hear it from you well and take it in God I love you dearly with all my heart I ache inside I love you with all my heart gramma You're special damnit!!
Reason for writing:
My gramma is special to me and I love her with everything I
have and more than anybody I've known. She means a lot to
me and I would sacrifice all for her to be with me forever.
Birth sign: Taurus
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