please blow me up

by Antwan Fields - Aries

please let me explode
im just that embarrassed
i wish the ground would swallow me up...
and that i wouldn't be here
please let me fall
through the concrete and not have to see this embarassment
that i call my life
let it end here
let me recover and not eat cake
and i accept an invitation
to go to hell
i don't want to be here
i close my eyes
in shame.
i wish i could spontaneously combust
someone blow me up...
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-16 15:07:15
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:06
Poem ID: 62010

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