Just To Make Sure I Could Still Feel

by Nicole M. - Gemini

I played chess, and didn't care
Sweet nectar was poured on me, and I never noticed.
I was mad at the sun for bringing death to me
I was affraid, I couldn't feel
So i abused Me
Until my skin turned to the view of the depths of the ocean
Till I knew
It would become the Dead Sea in two weeks
I was happy-
Because it hurt so damn much-
Now, affraid all I could feel
Was morbid
So I tried you
I was happy-
Because it felt so good.
I did it all
Just to make sure I could still feel.
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-04-17 01:46:44
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:06
Poem ID: 62037

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