Every morning I wake up Warm and snug in my bed I think about the day before And how I had wished I was dead It makes no real sense to me All the ways I seem to feel Oh how I wish I could be happy And for once have things in my life feel truly real Sometimes I hate my life so much I cut myself real deep Until it is tender to the touch And the feeling inside of me is one I can keep And now I have my scars The reminders of my life And yet it still hurts inside So much I have to strive to stay alive Why I do this to myself I'll never know for sure All I know right now Is my life is a living hell This is how I feel!!
Reason for writing:
My life has been so hectic and this is how it was for me at
one time in my life. Luckily, I am doing better, thanks to
my friends and family!!
Birth sign: Aries
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