Sadness takes over my life tonight In a different shape/form than usual Whats happening to me Wheres everyone going Nowhere, they've always been here Standing next to me this whole time Jeff, why haven't you given up on me Why have you stayed so strong What have I done to deserve you Bob, where did you come from When did you suddenly arrive on that white horse To take me away from everything and everyone Doug, what are you doing Why are you persisting that I am in your life Why are you doing everything to make me happy Chris, please let go You've held on longer than anyone else There's no more laughter inside my heart Greg, don't do this To put your life on mine Don't care about me, don't worry about me, don't... Mike, please don't do this Please don't make me out to be someone I'm not Please don't tell me how happy you are when I'm around Justin, why are you still around Why haven't you betrayed me already Why haven't you run away Kris, just please promise me You'll watch after everyone else I can't do it anymore, I can't smile anymore Jill, whats happening Why couldn't you save me like you promised Why couldn't I save myself Mom and Dad, I loved you So why is this happening Why do I cringe when someone comes near me Why do I shut up everytime I'm asked whether I'm fine Why can't I trust any of the guys that come into my life Why do I fear being hurt like he hurt me Why can't I run away from it all Why do all of you love me so much.
Reason for writing:
Might be the last one from me for a while. Not sure yet.
Birth sign: Scorpio
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