So Helpless

by MoHawk - Leo

Why is it when I look into your eyes
I see such beauty, such love
You love the whole world and it loves you in turn
But I become confused when I think of how,
How can you love this world so much?
How can you love everything you see?
When there is somebody twisting the knife so slowly
Into your back, twisting it so slowly.
Is your excess of affection just something
You use to dullen the pain, to help keep it away?
Does it help you forget how he once cared,
But now could care less? Does it help?
I sit by and watch as you spend each and every day
Smiling and dancing to blind yourself from his deciet
And I also know of it but I cannot smile and dance,
I feel like tearing into my chest and ripping my heart out
Because I feel all the pain that you try to ignore.
I don't want to hurt you and so I say nothing
But I now realize that it wouldn't be me causing the pain
I want so much to help you open youe eyes
Not only to his deciet but to my true feelings as well.

Reason for writing:

    True story.    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2001-04-21 12:52:29
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:09
Poem ID: 62216

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