I'm a Stranger Here Myself

by Nicole - Aquarius

I don't understand, could you tell me why
I don't think you can, I think you should try
Maybe I should explain, and tell you the details
With you in my life I've gained, but I feel I failed

Sometimes you care, and ease my mind
Sometimes you're there, and make everything right
But then you turn around, and leave me here
With all my doubts, with all my tears

Sometimes you melt my ice, and drown my anxieties
Sometimes you give me advice, and take away my uncertainties
But then you throw me away, as if I take up space
Leave me here for another day, leave me for another face

So many questions and thoughts, not enough answers and reasons
In the middle I've been caught, right in these changing seasons
Please explain where I am in your eyes, if I'm in your care
Am I in your mind, or am I so far away I'm not there?

Should I even bother and try, should I walk away and part
Should I admit defeat and cry, should I open up your heart
Please tell me what to do, tell me if you want me here
It's all up to you, if I smile for life or cry my tears
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-04-21 21:51:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:10
Poem ID: 62240

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