heartless

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i raise my head from my arms, ive been crying, you can tell
it hasn't been that long ago i screamed at you to go to hell
it really is tiring to listen to your words, your apologies, your defense
i can feel my shoulders becoming more and more tense
to feel as of stone, to scream as my bone
breaks inward, my kindness away on loan
yes it is over, i don't want it to be
but i can't do a thing, it's you i don't want to see
its over, i cry, i want you gone by the end of today
i want you gone, gone away
i feel heartless in my insistence, no time for a last kiss
no one will hold me, you cannot wish
but even as i feel my cold heart i wish it could be i just know that i just can't handle it when it ends
i can't love you right now, and i hate to pretend.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-23 20:33:32
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:11
Poem ID: 62297

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