Inside Where I Hide

by Troublein421 - Cancer

The world changes
Should I change with it	
I know I can win 	
but I still forfeit	
My friends change
but it's not for the good
I'm left alone
Feeling misunderstood
The pace quickens
and I lose my way
I spend all my time
sleeping most of the day
I hate this world 	
I hate it so much
I don't know how 
but I've been out of touch	
Maybe I'm afraid
I'll never find it again
To find peace 
That comes from my friends
My mind falls apart
So do my eyes
Every word I here 
Is a god damn lie
I don't know how 
but it came to be
I think I've seen everything
There is to see
So board and desperate
I choke myself
I fine comfort in drugs
I wish there was somebody else
but now I know 
This world has rejected me
I wish my memories
Would just let me be 
I drink too much
To forget who I am
No one is there 
To take my hand
To take me away
From this all
I try by myself
but I still fall
I close my eyes
And drift away
I did this to myself
There's nothing left to say...

Reason for writing:

    The world sucks...    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-04-25 23:05:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:12
Poem ID: 62352

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