My eyes

by Troublein421 - Cancer

I wonder how strong are my eyes
To see past the things in my life
I think of you and how strong we were
But my memory is just a blur
Your scared now cause you don't know whats next
I don't know why but I can't get it fixed
You panick from all the things you lack
Your trying so hard just to get it back
This world is cold and darker all the time
Drugs and sex is all that you can find
To escape all the pain and sorrow
Just waiting to never see tomorrow
Broken moments can't be replace
neither the sad look on your face
Hide away and don't believe in anything
Silence and loneliness is all it brings
There's nothing left to prove
I can say I'm completely over you
Pulling things down from the sky
Fadding away into your lies
All that is made up of you
And what you think you have to go through
Will never amount to what you feel
For the one hope you hope is real
You feel like your six feet underground
Cause happiness is the only thing you never found
Wish you could find your self
Giving in cause theres no one else
Changing something everyday
Never believing in the words you say
Buckel down cause you think it's right 
Why do you still have the urge to fight
It's cold when you delute everything around you
You never know what to do
Never see things through your own eyes
You think you've had enough and you wish to die
Build a brand new self once again
They'll find a way to break it you'll never win

Reason for writing:

    What if means to you is more important    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-04-25 23:10:06
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:12
Poem ID: 62353

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