Fallen Beyond Repair

by Samantha Lowe - Scorpio

Sleep
Day in and day out
Thats all I do
To get away from the pain
And to get away from the world
When my eyes are closed is when I can escape
Escape to the eternal darkness locked inside my head
Yet I never dream
They're only nightmares
Awaking me in sweat and screaming to let out my fears
You all told me I was strong
To go through all this and pull through
You promised that the worst part was over
I can only rise 
For I've fallen beyond repair
Yet my life is turning colder
This young girl you used to see is now numb to laughter
To smiles or even tears
Numb to everything inside of her
Even the things she could never share
You've always looked to me for advice
Yet there's no more here to give
I've turned to sex and alcohol to turn me away
From the pain etched in my forearms
Please now, feed me some drugs
For theres nowhere better to turn.
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2001-04-25 23:24:23
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:12
Poem ID: 62357

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