It's so hard to say But I believe it to be true. I no longer think of you all day And no longer the night thru. I believe for you I don't care Don't care like I used to. I know you'll never be completely there Never there like I'm completely there for you. I know that friends we'll forever remain And for each other there's nothing we wouldn't do. But that's it-- nothing different, always the same Never will there be a me and you. It's so hard to say But I believe this is what I must do. When you walk in with her, I'll stay And be happy for you, too. I don't care you look away from me And smile at her just like I do for you. I don't care that we will never be And never tell me always forever, always true. I'll try not to look away too obvious, too clearly But I wish you happiness, of course I do. I'll try to cover my hurting so you don't hear me But I'll always believe you're special thru and thru. It's so hard to say But I believe I'm moving on without you. I know I love you in every way But for you I know this isn't true. It's so difficult to look away but smile back But this I know I could do. I know you'll never love me like that But know you've touched me like so few. I know she makes you happy, and I smile But why wasn't it me who does that to you? Don't tell me, I don't care (am I in denial?) But no matter what, I wish every experience new.Birth sign: Aquarius
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