In my lonliest hour I sat in a dark room praying to the stars, to God and to the moon to anyone that could hear my cries for help to anyone that would listen but no one was there I sat all alone in a wicker chair all I could do was cry my heart was in pain and I didn’t understand why I had fallen in a cave of darkness and I was scared what were these feelings that I couldn’t explain why did I feel hatred and ashamed tears would fall and I didn’t know why all I could do was sit alone and cry no one could tell me what was wrong they said I was fine by why did I feel so sad I felt weak when I should have been strong nothing could help I tried cutting and starvation but that didn’t feed the craving I tried talking about it but no one understood they didn’t know what to say all they could do was hug me tight and tell me that it was all in my mind what was wrong with me did others feel this way did they have to struggle day to day just to stay alive did they want to live I wasn’t sure if I did no one knew what was wrong with me I couldn’t even see why I was so sad alone in a dark room I would sit and stare at the walls life wasn’t how I had imagined it not at all I could fake being all right and everyone would believe but they didn’t see how lonely I was at night how I wished that I could be anyone else but me why was I sadBirth sign: Aries
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