why does it hurt so?

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i know it was too soon to claim love
and the wind blew away any chance of us getting to know each
other, but what can i say
you'll think i really didn't want to be with you
and i cursed and blamed god
i should have blamed myself
it was like, i told myself
just serious like
but if thats the case, why does it hurt so??
why can't i just be with someone, who liked me a lot
age: nothing but a number, couldn't be anything but
i could feel the window of opportunity closing
and you made me feel wonderful, glad to be alive
to not just feel the drudgery of the hive
and now i realize that if had gone with you and not lost your number
i wouldn't be sitting here feeling dumber
what would have happened? i don't know
but i feel like i landed in jail and didn't pass go
and im asking 72 hours later if it wasn't love why did it hurt so??

Reason for writing:

    i met a guy. he made me feel good. he told me to call him.
i lost his number. i feel so horrible right now.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-30 15:58:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:14
Poem ID: 62456

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