despite all ive done

by Antwan Fields - Aries

can you ever really love me
despite all ive done?
can you feel that i also thought that
they were the one
despite all ive done i feel that black hole sun
despite all the nights that me and you have been in fights
i know something that you want to know
im gonna smile and im gonna let it show
despite all our rage we are lab rats in god's cage
we try to break out but we are filled with sage
despite all we've been through the world still doesn't know
i cannot see how you could hit me so low
and the vampires that attack are filled with the heart we lack, the time they have to themselves they plot to suck us and sack us
despite all ive done can you say that you love me too
despite all the rage i showed it shouldn't have been you
despite feeling hate my love is in the state
despite thinking high and that you and i could fly
despite embarrassing times that i still relive
id like to forget that this ever went down
to forget, your very angry frown
to forget that i ever got around
to know about your walls of sound
to feel like i am not a whore
to feel that i want more
despite hating him i still watch him walk and sim
despite feeling bad am i still getting what i had
despite all my rage the sight in my eyes is maize
despite my haze i feel as if i am in a daze
despite how the above feels about me im in love
despite how hard i engage i still am a rat in a cage
in a cage
please turn the page
i can feel my RAGE
building up.
despite all ive done am i right, are you really the one???

Reason for writing:

    bullet with butterfly wings by smashing pumpkins    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-04-30 17:01:03
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:14
Poem ID: 62460

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