I often ask myself if life is worth living If I were dead though I wouldn't feel so god damn fucking violated And I wouldn't feel lonely or hurt I could be an angel Watching over the special people in my life I could fly and fly and fly But if I die I'll never feel my gramma's hugs or kisses I'll never be held by another man I'll never be able to tell someone special that I love them I'll never be able to dance or sing I'll never be able to love anyone again I'll never be happy I'm just so sad and I feel lonely I'm scared shitless And I need fucking help I feel like I'm out of this world Like I don't belong I need someone in my life to love me Besides my family I need someone to hold me And to kiss me tenderly And to hold my hand And to wipe my tears away I need someone
Reason for writing:
I don't know what to do. I often think about taking a razor
apart and just ending it. I'm so scared.
Birth sign: Taurus
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