I have lied to everyone As they have lied to me. Things were said and things were did That weren't a part of me Something consisting of my reality. I lied to myself About being wronged And about being loved. The good person I thought I was Which turns out to just be some facade to get what I wanted, to squeeze right in- Bitter truth now here it comes- I was such a good liar I forgot I was one at all. This talent that I claim to have That some might agree with I'm loosing fast, because I never had it- a good explanation, pure dumb luck A few in the beginning That caught the eye of some people, well respected Cockiness seeped inside And tainted halluicinate potential- But the pats on the back stopped coming And I had lost that edge. I lied to myself And I laid lies- Ones that came later on found my shallow apeal And believed that I was good It was for them, whatever would get me recognition. to think I hadn't realized why I was never happy with anything I claimed. More to share and more to come But right now I have class Gotta run.Birth sign: Gemini
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