In a way, I envy you You with all your problems And wretched lies Always did seem better off than me Then again you shouldn't have gotten too close Should have realised that I was a time bomb waiting to explode For I had been shy for long enough A little girl in a tough world Reaching for hands that didn't even want me Well, mentally Physically they craved me And what I could give them I allowed them in For it was the only way for me to feel affection Even if it was only through use You should have realised then that something would happen Then again I'm happy that it did For if it hadn't occured I'd still be the girl who didn't believe In herself or anything around her And I'd still be crying the salty tears You'd cause me to cry each night Everytime you called me a failure.Birth sign: Scorpio
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