I never planned you
And days I wish
I could erase the day I met you
From the heartache you left me with-
The others
I thank God
That he gave me any time
To love you...
I was young and I grew up because of you
You snuck into my life
Right in
And for once
I didn't mind.
I was pertified of love
And so many before you
Had tried, failed, and tried again.
We were never about just love
In the beginning, anyway.
I said whatever I felt
And I was myself with you.
You feel in love with me
How, I'll never know.
You had lived so much more
I still never knew what I offered you.
But you loved me, and if there ever is such a thing
It was unconditionally.
I pushed and pushed, and you would just stay
You felt me, and you were gentle.
It was more than love...more the soulmates
Univereses, denstinies were changed...
And I could say I found more than love
And more than love has found me.
You lived to touch me, save me from myself
And you did, and I saved you from yours.
Then someone stood me on my head
And he came crashing in.
He stole you from me, and the clique...
My world came crashing in.
Envy and jealousy took you from me-
With your blood upon my hands
I became his obsession-
I ran from him, ran from those who thought they cared for me
And he kept following me
And still has not stopped to this day.
Alone, here I stand
And I curse the day you left me
For no one will ever be what you were to me-
And I am tired of fighting all alone.
Birth sign: Gemini
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