Denying Me Of Pain

by Nicole M. - Gemini

The less of this I ever let in
The better off I knew I was.
Everyone said with their eyes
that I never deserved to hurt-
To hell with them
Even though they maybe friends and family
Pain, whether paper cut
Or a knife if your sides
Hurts either way.
It was always about the lie
And never about the hurt
And you know what...
Fuck you and everybody else.
It hurt, goddamnit, and I have every motherfucking right
To feel it.
They never understood
   Whether it was because of the narrow minds they lived in
Or the stupidity they live with
But either way, I was the one that suffered for it.
It's not true love that I want
  Not appraisal from jason
Or anybody to give me sympathy
  No pity from people who THINK they know
What I want, more than anything else in the world...
Is for people to let me be hurt-
Why is it so much to let this little girl hurt?
Who gave you the goddamn permission to take pain away from me?
So here's what I've wanted to say to those who grant me denial
Fuck you...go to hell...I'm hurting.
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-05-04 22:09:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:17
Poem ID: 62608

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