RIP SANDRA SMITH!!!

by Dolls - Pisces

The Phone rang early this moring 
i checked the caller ID and saw it was your house
I picked up the phone waiting for your voice to say baby D
like always did
It wasn't your voice that i heard in the early moring though
i heard Brian's voice 
almost to quite to be haerd, he asked for my dad
THat's when the knott built in my stomache
i knew something was wrong
15 minutes later Dad came to my room sat me on my bed 
he looked me right in the eye and told me
Sandra died this moring of what we do not know
but we know she loved you very much and always will
Nana Jo is flying in tonight ...
thats all i could hear
my screams were too loud
I still don't know if i cried for you, 
you were only 35 had plans to marry brian and live closer to the family 
or If i cried for Lexi and Taylor, 
a alittle girl and boy who will grow up with little memorie of their mother 
Or for Brian ,
 a young man looking to change his life around with you wanted the same dreams had the same hopes as you too
Or for Nana Jo, 
as if her life has not been all up hill so far, she lost a daughter we know she loved great
Or for me,
 i lost an Aunt that meant more to me then Family, she was a friend a sister a person who just made you laugh
You left behind two great kids,
although to little to understand what has happened or why your gone 
we know they loved you more then life its self
YOu were loved by many
although no one knows what happened early that moring
We all know you loved us , 
we'll miss you more then you'll ever know
but this i promise you, 
you came from a great family, all with high hopes for you, we loved you more then we ever showed, 
we know times have been more then rough on you
you were dealt some bad crads in the game of life, 
but this i swear i will give to you, 
those two wonderful kids of yuors will never grow up not knowing how much their mom loved them,
they will always have great memories of you, 
i'll tell them everything i know about you from your wild nights to when you were pregent with them, 
i will give you this all and more if you promise one thing, you will never forget how much they loved you from when they screamed Mommy when they saw you 
or from when Lexi told you she was gonna be just like you, you'll miss alot..Lexi's first date Taylors first day of school,
and so much more we'll all just cast aside as an everyday event,
yuo'll never see it or hear of it. 
But don't worrie will I'll take care of them for you 
Brain will treat them well and give your love to them, 
So just keep your promise and never forget them!

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this for my aunt she died at the age of 35 and left behind two great kids, Lexi (4) and Taylor (1) , they were to little to understand what had happened to their mother...    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-05-05 11:11:04
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:13
Poem ID: 62617

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