id laugh at myself if i could skirted by love yet again like an 800-pound gorilla has jumped onto my throat i find that even as i try to save myself i cannot speak this has happened again to me again i cannot smile and shrug it off anymore its hitting me like a scud missile and tearing me up inside but ive been there, i will survive it i think i cannot close my eyes, i cannot sleep a wink and i look away from what has become my existance, and i realize that no one else is living the way i am considering suicide way too much just like before.Birth sign: Aries
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