i'M nOt perFect

by chritty - Aries


honest loyal and trustworthy
I fooled you
innocent and caring
I fooled you
got you believing that I am the perfect angel
but to deceit and hate Im not a stranger
infact I'm quite a friend
you ignored all the wrong that I did
and dwelled on the good
you saw that because that’s what you wanted to see
I’ve sinned and I’ve lied
spent many nights awaking just crying
myself to sleep
if you only knew all the guilt I held inside
you wouldn’t be able to speak
you would think differently of me
but I fooled you
empty glass mirrors and people with no names
helped me hide behind my shame
it was easier for you to believe
that there was a nicer side to me
no one cared no one could see
how much of a bitch I truly could be
because you thought I was perfect
I’m far from perfect not even close
but I guess I fooled you

Reason for writing:

    this is to my father who always thought of me as an angel he never really saw my life I was always his little girl and I wanted him to see that i make mistakes and i have guilt too I'm not perfect    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-05-10 20:21:46
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:19
Poem ID: 62749

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