the way i feel write now

by em - Capricorn

I kept it a secret for over a year 
The things he would say is what I did fear 
And now that it is big and blew up in my face
I wish it were still a secret, just a trace
Someone said I did it for attention 
Someone said I made it up
Someone said that I was lying
All in all people just need to shut up

I never wanted him to know 
For everyone’s sake
I want it to be quiet now
I want it to be calm 
But what I really, really want is for him to come home 

If my boyfriend only knew the feelings for him that wont go away
But there is nothing about it that I can do or change
There is nothing about it I can say
Beside I hate being young, younger than him
I hate the age laws
If authority only knew how much pain they really cause

Reason for writing:

    things that are happening and happened and will happen and the way i feel about them    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2001-05-11 12:32:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:20
Poem ID: 62762

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