Hurt

by boo - Taurus

Here I stand all alone
The house is dark, no one is home
Here I am subdued in fear
Yet, in all the silence can anyone hear
I patiently wait for her to come
My heart
A heavy lone beating drum
Hello, I hear, my name she calls
As the silence is broken from within these walls
I look at her with such despair
Will she ever know how much I care
She kisses me with all her might
Oh god please save me from this plight
We hug, we kiss, we share, we love
Yet, deep within it's not enough
See
There's an emptiness inside which cannot be filled
With emotions in a safe that is tightly sealed
I twist and turn this combination lock
With hope of one day the door will drop
I look at her as she looks at me
With love as rich as the deep blue sea
It is forbidden, unnatural, an abomination they say
With a feeling so strong then why does it stay
She sleeps in peace when I arise
I prepare myself for the last goodbye
I kiss her so softly as I bend down near
No words, no sound only one single tear
In a flash I'm gone no worries, no fear
But, fear itself will soon appear
I'm a prisoner inside my mind's eye
No one near or by my side
I seem content with my loneliness
Yet, will someone hear my cry of distress
For here I am all alone
The house is dark
I am not at home

Reason for writing:

    heartache    

Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2001-05-17 03:21:57
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:22
Poem ID: 62887

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