choices

by bear - Virgo

as i sit here 
i think of all my past choices
and now i have to make an important choice
a choice between love and friendship
see i feel like everything and everyone 
is depended upon my words
like if i make the wrong decision 
my whole world would tumble and fall
would i hurt everyone and everything i care about
and hold dear to my heart
torn between these choices
i feel like my world is tumbling and falling to crash upon the horrors of reality
should i chose loneliness or happiness
or should i choose neither
and stay upon the petastole of which i sit
and not hurt anyone or anything
to this is which i feel condemened 
or should i wait and see
which choice will control my life
horrors or happiness
which should i choose
i want to be happy
but it most come at a cost
what will it cost me 
to be happy
will i have to hurt some one to get it
or will i do something to which i will regret later
to this comes my fear
i do not want to hurt anyone
that i hold dear to my heart
if i choose loneliness and stay with my pain and hurt
and not express it to another soul
should i live in this sheltered world
where i feel no hurt and hurt no one
my choice is unclear for i am so confused
confused for what i want for myself
bewildered to which i want
i feel like everything is tumbling
being torn upon these jagged rocks
to face my fear i must make a choice
but who will i have to hurt 
my choices
horrors and loneliness or happiness
my choice is happiness
what will it cost to get
Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2001-05-19 08:25:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:23
Poem ID: 62927

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