I don't know how to act Whenever I'm around you I get all choked up Afraid of what you'll do We're the best of friends But there's one thing you don't know The feelings I have towards you -the one thing I'm afraid to show I'm afraid of how you'll react If you'll change in some strange way Afraid our friendship will end And I won't have your presence each day I need you more than anything More than you'll ever know You're the reason I'm still here The one person who helps me grow It kills me inside To see you everyday To hide this secret from you And act my normal way I stay up at nights Thinking how wonderful it would be We'd make the perfect couple Two best friends, you and me But that's not what you want You don't see me in that way I'm just a friend to you Who's there for you everyday So I'll just keep pretending And hide my feelings from you Until you figure out That I'm the one for you
Reason for writing:
I finally realized what strong feelings i have for my best friend, but im just too afraid revealing my feelings to him will change what we have now... he is like my oxygen, i couldnt go on without him, but the secret im holding back from him is hurting more than anything you could ever imagine...
Birth sign: Pisces
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