she annoyed her more the words could say she could feel the anger and hate slowly building up inside she was set in her ways and some thing never changed no one listen they all lacked common sense jealousy , pity, revenge the nights had grown intense they couldn’t stand the sight of each other how sad it is to dispise your own mother she had pestered me to an infection tried to receive all my love and affection after so long the more we fought the more anger I built until it was ready to bust she felt no remorse or guilt she did exactly what they had said my mother left us for a man and she did what SHE thought was right when she came over last night after nine years she felt it was time to bond with the children she left behind I asked why she left all she could say was I don’t know I just had to go after the man I loved I never meant to leave my children behind I wanted to come back but you father declined he thought it was best that I stay away so I did I did what I thought was best for my kids your father was a good man please don't hate me try and understand what’s best is that what you believe abandonment you think that was best for me growing up with five different mommies growing up with issues that’s what was best here mother here is the tissue that I used when I was eight when daddy would come home late drunk with a different lady in his bed and Gabe had to make sure all five of us were fed only fourteen years old and he had to play that role here is the tissue that I used when I was ten and I needed you around’ to tell me things I didn’t understand thank goodness the strange lady at the corner store knew what it was that I needed What’s best is that what you believe you think it was best to abandon me a little girl growing up without anyone without a mother without someone to understand to explain things to me this man the one you loved was he worth the sacrifices you left behind did you think about us did he make you happy did he make you smile why do you sit there with nothing to say don’t pretend to cry here the tissue for the time I became a woman and things were happening to me I couldn’t tell dad it was too embarassing so tell me you don’t really believe that what you did was for the best do you because if you do then I will do what’s best for me and that is to leave leave you the way you left me don't pretend to care now those feelings you say you feel are simply not allowed by a woman like you
Reason for writing:
a happy little poem for mother :)
Birth sign: Aries
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