crying stranger

by chritty - Aries

stuck in a four wall room
with  only a door
I sit on the cold concrete floor
 feeling like my life is spining out of control
bald men surround me
their ungod like eyes focusing in on my soul
prying at the pain that burns inside
torturing me to find out what I know
the secrets that I keep
trying to find out why I am so sad
forcing me to speak
their language so that they may understand
I feel the coldness of their hands
 as they all touch me
trying to feel what I feel
to see what I see
to be human to be like me
I want to scream at them
to get away to leave me alone
just let me live my life on my own
but I try
 I scream as loud as I can
but the bald men don't listen
they can't they don't have any ears
so they just stare at me with their blank faces
and child like grins
they poke at me once more
and I scream  again
but all is silent
they can't hear my voice
so I cry frustrated tears
bloody tears tears of pain
yet they do not react
only a whisper I hear
from the man closest to the door
he points at them and they touch me once more
they stare at me through sheilded eyes
trying desperatly to figure out what's wrong
with the stranger who cries
silently they tiptoe around in a circle
leaving me in the middle
pretending not to see how much pain I am in
they poke at me with iron bars
to see if I am still alive
all is silent
creeping around me I pretend
not to see there accusing eyes

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this on a paper napkin at a club I was at..I'm not really sure what it means to me yet but who knows    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-05-25 14:38:29
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:24
Poem ID: 63034

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