to the ones who love me most

by Samantha Lowe - Scorpio

Dear Mom and Dad
 
I cannot say that this year has been the worst it could possibly be
For that would be a lie
And you both know it
God, I've put you through so much
I'm so sorry that you had to bear witness to it all
Sit through the screaming
The tears and the hatred
As well as the therapy
And practically scream at me
Just for me to see that I was worth something
I made you fear that your daughter would take her own life
I made you worry everytime the phone rang
And I made you cry countless times
By watching me struggle to get by
I'm so sorry for what I have put you through
Even though it wasn't my fault in the first place
But I am truely sorry
I wish I could turn back the hands of time 
And make it so I never went through it all
Just so I wouldn't have caused you any pain
But I can't
All I can do is promise you
That I will always be here
No matter what happens
And I want to thank you
For being there
For helping me
Even though, at times, I disagreed with what you were doing
You did the best you could
And you helped me to see the beauty of my life
By just simply standing there
And telling me that you cared
And for that
I love you more than anything in this world.
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2001-05-27 02:32:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:26
Poem ID: 63086

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