The Blade So Sharp

by Andie - Pisces

My silent cries
My tearless tears
The words unspoken
Are the words I fear

The blade so sharp
But I feel no pain
I watch my hurts
As they drain

The cut so deep
The wound so real
Like the scar
The pain won't heal

All my thoughts
And all my dreams
Are full of self hate
Or so it seems

Behind this wall
That I have built
Hides my shame
And all my guilt

Don't get close
You can't come in
Don't even try
You'll never win

My guard is up
Can't you tell
The walls I keep
I keep so well

These walls are sturdy
They will not fall
You know me well enough
That you don't know me at all

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this poem because it was the way I dealt with the pain and sadness. Reason for my pain and sadness is in the first poem I posted here titled, "In Tears I Waited."    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-06-03 21:27:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:29
Poem ID: 63246

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