i could die tomorrow, just have to fade, fade away i could hate you tomorrow but love you today wish you would die later but not now while i love you i hoped i didn't have to lift a car to prove that it's true and then the memory fades away and im left sitting in the cold, feeling ugly, unloveable and overall old like im not good enough, will you still remember me when im not here to make you remember,while its me you can still see while i feel your heart beating, and you trying to flee?? and its so cold in here, i am alone in this place, to scream and bang the walls and still find grace i dive forward, toward the ground, landing at your feet i lie motionless as you come off the street and then we meet and i can feel your smile but i've walked a mile, i don't want to be led on,i feel that i can't-no, i won't and then i feel the gaze of many upon my back doesn't matter, don't care, draw attention to what they lack and that thought fades as i look away into the gloom stuck here in this prison we dress up and call a room checking the clock as i do i see the time its 4:43 and on my wall i see more grime i wonder as the dawn comes and my debt is slowly paid will you still think of me or will you let my memory fade??Birth sign: Aries
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