Its so unreal By: Nick Ingram The lonliness of being with out, You is consuming my heart violently, As I sit in my dull,lifeless, room silently, i say to myslef how in the hell did, i f*ck up again, even worse, 2 marjor losses in less than a week, I feel weak, i can't even speak, it was all good when i could kiss her on the cheek, every thing happened so quick, the excruciating pain, still remains, its a heavey burden on my heart, explaining i dont know where to even start, the lonliness fills up the room, its feels like its choking me, everytime i close me eyes, i realize, how much i do care, but there feelings i cant share, im scared, who will care for me now, the question is how, how will i proceed, how can i face reality now, my life crashed, how long will these feelings of emptyness last, what did i do to make her, go away so FAST???????
Reason for writing:
crazy stuff is happening to me, ilost my grandpa, a week ago, (cancer)
now my g/f are really in bad shape, i might lose her:( actullay i did, but im talking to her
Birth sign: Aries
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