June Departure

by SSS - Pisces

June Departure

I felt she offered me everything
I could take nothing at all.
This wall I created between us,
Has enduced this most pitiful downfall

Oh, how my heart does beat faster
when I think about how it should be,
I wish I had said nothing at all
and let my true self to be

Inexperience of outward existence
watching this world go by.
this red light on my shoulder
charging this barrier of mine.

She asked me could she kiss me,
was it me she would have kissed?
Not worthy of such presence of being,
unwanted lessons of experience.

I threw it all away

Tears for my eyes, tears for each of my fears.
This chapter ending in her mind?

She tried, I cried,
I have thrown it all away.

My chemical state of mind
to never ever be the same
to see how much pain it causes.
Time too, it will change.

I threw this all away; I threw it all away, away
It can never be the same.

Let it all go, let it all go.
Breaking this barrier down.
True feeling now shown to be seen.
Time to never let them go

The most beautiful being I have ever known.
The most beautiful person I have let go.
The most beautiful woman I could not speak to show.
Three words I mean so…

I LOVE YOU

Reason for writing:

    I song I wrote about my inability to tell a girl what my feelings are,she did everything she could to show me she loved me and wanted me I could not accept it,she has now moved on.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-06-21 14:23:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:34
Poem ID: 63548

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