I try to pretend that I've moved on I try to say that life's a party have some fun I try to sleep at night and not dream of you I try to pretend that I am happy and not blue When inside I'm dying alone and scared as usual I fucked up again and again. I look in the mirror and pretend to smile even though inside I'm just a scared child. Isn't that what you want? for me to be happy? Isn't that what you want? for me to at least fake it?! I don't think I can take this. I try to not look out the window and wait for your car I try to pretend like your on your way here and not so far I try not to love you but I can't help it I try not to need you but I can't help it I try not to want you the way that I do..please come back and say "I love you" Please write some comments on my poemBirth sign: Pisces
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