Sometimes we regret to look upon the past.
I wish things could go slower, but they went so fast.
I'll take you to the day, my life just fell apart.
I lost what I loved and with that my heart.
I awoke so very late, and I really had to rush.
Others were still in sand land, and I was but to hush .
I gathered all my thing and off to work I went.
When all of a sudden a scream so full of horror it bent.
I ran to voice the rising screams, and found worst then fears.
My body reacted so fast, with a stream of running tears
A call for help is what I did, praying she'd be ok.
Hoping she'd open her eyes and want to play .
Help came soon , and they worked a quick pace.
I wanted to help but I could only watch .has time they raced.
By this time my mind thought the worst but I did not let in ,
I reminded myself she's ok and hoped this thought would win.
Away they took her, by this event it seemed she would be fine.
Everyone has a ray of hope, and this little angel was mine.
As I sit and pray by the phone, wanted the call to come.
The phone rings, I answer to cries and my body goes numb.
Before they could say it , I was well aware.
It was so much worse then I did ever fear,
The voice on the line said she's gone. with a whispering cry.
I never thought that my baby could die.
I hung up the phone and just held myself, but could not control.
I ran out the door unaware of myself, my mind or my soul.
The snow was harsh, but I didn't care.
I walked to a destination that just wasn't there.
A sat in the snow and I just wanted to dream.
This day didn't happen. its not what it seems.
How long I was there I still couldn't tell.
I tried to get up but then I just fell.
I said to myself it happened, got up and just stood.
Ok why can't I wake up , how I wish I could .
The rest of that day is now just a blur.
It happened so fast, I just need to tell how much I love her.
Written by
Melody. A. Spooner
Reason for writing:
TO tell my story it is completly true though i wish it wasn't
Birth sign: Leo
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