I am sorry As sorry as my past self can feel For what the present is doing~ I am apologize for not living They way you'd expect me to. I find my work is lacking anything worth claiming And I am not intrigued Made to think Challenged Or even proud of what you all write It's all become very bland to me. I apologize for what has made me happy The new hair cut The laughter I find everyday My set of fake nails And the seperation I've found Along with the surface I swim in. I am sorry I can't live in my head For now And I find anything I've written to be Ludicrous And I feel whatever I've forced myself to read to be Elementary, at best. I aplogize for not living As a poet For this part of my life.Birth sign: Gemini
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