I always held such hate towards you

by Dolls - Pisces

I always held such hate towards you
Never wanted to listen to your reasons why
You tore me apart from the people I loved the most
You made me lose friends and Cousins
It's your fault that I'm always on an emotional rollercoaster

I always held such hate towards you
Never wanted to listen to how you could do such things
You just didn't ruin my life
You turned everyone you ever met life's upside down
It's your fault that i cry at night

I always held such hate towards you 
Never wanted to listen to what made you do it
You have no feelings for any one else
You never even noticed you were losing us
It's your fault I don't have The white picket fence and the happy little family

I always held so much hate towards you
Then i listened to your reasons why how and what
You really are dumb i swear
I just had to walk away I couldn't believe what i was hearing
The same thing I've heard for years
You were blameing it all on Dad
Its not his fault that your as dumb as they come
To know that some where inside of me is the least part of you makes me ill

I always held such hate for you
Never wanna see you ever again
You are outta of my life forever starting now
You aren't ever gonna see me again 
Its your fault not dad's, blame it on you not him

Reason for writing:

    To my mom    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-06-29 08:49:38
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:37
Poem ID: 63661

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