What kind of Mother are you?

by Dolls - Pisces

I got so caught up on all the things you did to me
I thought that if you'd just stop 
That things would be like before
Like Before when i knew everything
When i knew why everyone cried
But as I get over everything you've done
To me Heather Joey Dad even Susan and Jay
I realize you can stop, if you wanted to
You've had 6 years to 
So you must not want to, you picked 
Drinking over us, your 3 kids
Remember us? The ones you just left here?
When you first left I just wanted you to come back
Thought every little girl needs her mom
Then as Years passed I missed you
I even kinda believed somethings you told me
But as time passed Dad stood strong beside me
With Susan by my side and Jay too
I became more and more of a Daddy's girl
Now when i hear your in town
I tell Dad, I tell him i don't want to see you
I rather pass my time listening to him 
Rather then you filling my mind with lies
I just don't get you sometimes
You tell me you love me and Miss me
But you won't tell me why you can't come back
You think after all these years i haven't asked dad?
See Dad doesn't lie to me he told me the truth
He knew it hurt, but he was here to hug me
He tells me he loves me and i believe him
How can i believe some one like you
You a mother of three living a double life
You once had Family and friends back here that loved you
but as time goes on and the phone calls become
further and further apart
And the lies get bigger and bigger
The love slowly fades away
And the question appaers in all our minds
"What kind of mother are you?"
Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-06-30 08:21:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:37
Poem ID: 63672

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