Just like my mother did

by Dolls - Pisces

I spent so much time 
thinking about all the things 
i don't have
I guess I stopped looking 
at all the things I had
Then one day as I was 
thinking over who got hurt more
Me Mom or Dad
I realized the only thing i lost 
was that fake world they had me 
living in for so long
I lost a mother sure, but because of that
I got Susan nothing like my mother
she actually cares what i think
She actually knows that i have feelings
She actually looks at me and sees a real person
She knows I'm growing up 
She sees the pain in my eyes everyday
She knows i miss my mother but most of all 
she knows i love her
I don't need my mother anymore
I got Susan and my Dad
Sometimes i think about packing up and Leaving this place
The only thing I'll need Is my Family
Jay Heather Joey Dad and Susan 
We can leave this place and never look back 
Start a new life where no one knows about my mother
Where they think Susan is my mom
She'd be a great mom i know it
We can leave this place like my mother did
You know like mother like daughter
Let's leave this place and not tell a soul where we are going
Then maybe some day we can show up back here
Compeletly changed, no one well no us
Just like my mother did
Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2001-06-30 08:35:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:37
Poem ID: 63673

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