Crazy Yesterday (Today)

by Justin Oswalt - Aquarius

I prayed today I wouldn't go crazy yesterday
Because crazy is a condition I just can't contain
Banging my head against an invisible wall
The fun has just begun, playing with my gun
Listening to the click of the pin hitting nothing but air

I hear the sound resounding around my head
Beating, pounding, throbbing throughout my brain
I can't keep the crash of the car out of my conscience
The crash of the shattered glass hitting the asphalt
The car screaming to a stop

Her body lay dead, her head only a shred
Of the radiance her face once displayed
I pound my head like an insane man on the side of the street
I feel trapped, as if wrapped in a leather strap
That locks the straight-jacket tight

They're coming to take me away
I hear the roar of the sirens
And the cries of the masses
But no crowd is around to surround me
With their constant pleas for freedom

The crowd started laughing aloud
As if I'm chained and caged on a stage to display
The pitiful creature that stands before them
Crying out screams of pain and shame
Oh, it looks like I went crazy yesterday today
It looks like I went crazy yesterday today

Reason for writing:

    Just a fictional piece I wrote a while back while in one of my depressions.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-07-01 00:00:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:37
Poem ID: 63682

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