How I Am Today

by Jesicah Rockfire - Leo

When the thought of you comes to mind,
I wish I could run and leave it far behind.
I thought I left you far away,
But your memory came back to me today.
My heart is braking all over again,
Now I'm being hurt once more by the pain.
I wish my thoughts were real,
I wish you knew how I feel.
All this is really starting to hurt,
Remembering how you treated me like dirt.
Oh, why did I have to remember?
Your heart's as cold as December.
I'll get through this big and strong,
And hopefully, it won't be long.

Reason for writing:

    When I was 14, I was infatuated with a guy named Kent. He was a little player. We kept breaking up and getting back together. We ended up breaking up for good back in '97, and a few months later, he called me out of the blue, wanting to get back with me. I told him no, and this is what I wrote about the situation.    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2001-07-02 22:34:12
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:37
Poem ID: 63690

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