if you really cared...

by Antwan Fields - Aries

if you really cared you would have trusted me when i said i was just hanging out with my friends
but insecurity,you intensified my innate rage
that i feel when you see me out there hanging with my friends
and why i should be the motherfucker stuck in a cage
why do i have to feel like i did something wrong
when i didn't, i couldn't i can't speak but i can scream
i noticed when you looked at me that angry little insecure gleam
and when i said i loved you what the fuck was up
with that goddamn phrase which you said "oh, please?"
if i wanted some untrustworthy bullshit like that
i'd have been with someone else, alone, with these
and if you really cared you'd have trusted me and known that i could say no
that i do have a brain in my big head
but in not trusting me, not caring enough to try
you effectively killed my love for you dead
thanks a lot, i thought that you could trust me
and you didn't, so hell i guess this is goodbye
thanks a lot, it was fun, now ill have to find someone else
and i won't have to be so fucking shy
i hope he cares 
more than you did.

Reason for writing:

    michael thornton. and if he ever reads this poem, he'll understand what im talking about    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-07-05 14:37:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:38
Poem ID: 63725

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