meloncholy

by i can't tell u - Cancer

inside of this cycle 
are constant moments of demise
inside of this cycle
 we never know when one shall srike

we spend so much time cavorting
 within the wrongs
 of what each of us do
assumming that in some way all around us are
 perfect and know exactly what it is they
 are doing

 the truth is that each one of us is as fucked
 and confused as the next, trying so hard
to keep it in and play off another day inside the
 cycle without getting spun to shit
 and dropped in the eye

i wonder, lying crumpled and preparing for no more
 breath... will it make sense then? will i look
 back and think to myself

 fuck, i wasted a lot of time being angry at stupid shit
 
                            ?

 maybe not... i mean, being angry at stupid shit has done a lot for me... given me some great material... but has it been worth it? have i lead myself and others astray? 

 ahh... so many questions... and each answer an opening to another set of questions... forever growing... 

 within this cycle spinning visciously
 shards of betrayal incarnate whisping by...
mocking whispers of satisfaction 
 glowing bric-a-brac
 lighting the fog... independant philosophies
 like swamp mire to swim through...

    just breath out, love someone who loves you, and 
        fucking live...

    i'm telling you all truth... life is long, life is 
    short, life is hard, life is a whole fucking slew 
    of things...

 just watch out. not all chains and cages are made 
    of steel.

Reason for writing:

    for those of you who can figure out who this is by my writing... i thank you from the bottom of my heart for your comments and appreciation. for those of you who can't... shame on you.
    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-07-05 19:00:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:38
Poem ID: 63730

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